My Texas Cherokee grandma and I have one last "Big Time" and she gets a job offer from blues legend, Gatemouth Brown.

Love and hate, an old car and a young wife.

How I was blessed to deliver a special message forty years after a war.

Welfare Wednesdays on a 1980s Vancouver East Side postal route.

A talk about soul miners, darkitects, healchemists and the Cherokee concept of "ugliness."

Overcoming meditation hesitancy in the 21st Century.

Documenting and freely sharing experiences on the road to better cognition in the 21st Century.

Human knowledge of reality, evident in folk cultures and now preserved in academic studies, is yet still visible to those who can see.

Reflections on Guided Meditations or Bobcat Logic for Meditation Hesitancy (2)

Texas Cherokee medicine in the 21st Century. Dignifying childhood's early quenching. Letter to my sisters by Michael Hawes.

Riding into the Year of the Tiger. Reflections on Guided Meditations or Bobcat Logic for Meditation Hesitancy (4)

Learning to look out the windows of my own lighthouse. Reflections on Guided Meditations or Bobcat Logic for Meditation Hesitancy (5)

Meditation as alchemy as bonsai. The tree becoming the gardener. Reflections on Guided Meditations. (7)

One thing I know is that everything alive will strive to heal. The physical body as well as the mercurial mind and the ethereal spirit.

Anything shared with the world from your heart is a Tumbleweed Letter. Great Spirit reads them all.

This is a speech I wrote and delivered to my wife, Leonisa at our wedding in 1991 at a Greek restaurant.

Life is the unfolding of better questions. The bird nearest the earth has the prettiest song.

A tale of birth and of control.